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im sad.im totally mad at myself,sad and dissapointed at the moment.omg.

I force a wistful grin,
Questioning what went wrong
And wondering what might have been.

i can stop my tears from rolling down my cheeks.i keep crying.dont ask me why.all i noe i wasnt myself today in sch.the moment lisa called me,i tried to control my tears.but i cant i ran out from the classroom and off to the toilet.and continue crying.omg.

raihan & farah:dah 11 bulan aku skola sini aku tk pernah nmpk

eena nangis this is the first time.

its true what my friend told me earlier.ive nvr been in this damn position bfore.the heart suddenly change to the weakest mood of all.
im just too weak.while typing all this tears keep rolling down.i cant stop it.
suddenly u see a change in me.
the one who always laugh like hell and smile alot is
damn weak to even put up a big wide smile bck.

i'll post up the office wear once i got the pics.